The Locked Door

 

It was a beautiful night to walk around the downtown area. Scenery and energy was so high it felt amazing. All of the lights, the music and people dancing with delight. 

The waterfront is so beautiful, waves and shimmering waves. Hues of red and blue always knowing it’s true. I know these locked doors are going to open. 

The locked doors aren’t going to stop me. I will keep going until I find the right one that is open. My enemies are all around me waiting for me to fail. So many are just throwing me to the wolves and talking about me. I don't care.

I see so many roads to try. I know there is going to be one for me. People stabbing me in the back and threatening me.

I have never been so appalled in my life, to see people treating other people like they don’t exist and that they don’t deserve to be alive.

All these locked doors are there for a reason, they are there for me to keep going and see what doors are open for me.

I have never seen so much hate and despicable behaviour. Why are others so abusive and cruel?

I experience so much pain but still walk along my path unflinching, and without regret.

The pain is keeping me going and I am glad to take it. I will always be a phoenix that rises from the burning pain I experience.  There must be someone out there who loves me… I am a human being with feelings but hey I know no one gives a shit how they treat others.

I will never give up on myself. Those people who treat me like a useless person who doesn’t deserve anything will watch me rise above all of their lies and trash talk.

If you were on my side of the fence what would you feel like? Would you be okay? The locked doors will open, I will have my victory and you will watch.

You will not watch me fall to my knees and crumble into oblivion. You will watch me be victorious. Watch and see. The locked doors will open and I will watch you squirm.

I hope you feel good for trying to break a good hearted person, because you will be sorry when I win.

Wandalynn Boutilier